She was in love but shy to express how much she needs him.
It may not be the first but not the last to forget.
It was love or addiction was not aware. whatever addiction it is, makes her to get goosebumps to own it and to be in love with that addiction.
It was first kiss with someone special which was awkwardly adorable memory to hold him in your life forever. There was a wait for this moment again but shy to express.
it’s never late to fall in love.